We became very good friends and grew closer every day. We practically
sit together in 500lt in every lecture that even all my friends would
unconsciously keep sit for me and Debbie
daily. During
our first semester holiday
we all travelled home and that was when I lost my
dad who fell sick ad was in the hospital for close to 2 weeks, the death of my
dad got me very devastated. During this trying process I discovered what true
love was. Debbie would called me daily for almost accumulated time of 4 hours
daily that even my mum was now aware that I have a girl in my life.
I told one of my friend yemi about her and after listening to my story he told
me that I was in love that I should ask Debbie out.
I resumed that second semester late because of the death of my father.
And I was received back with love by Debbie, she brought me up speed on the
things that has happened while I was away from from school. One night I went to
read at twin LT which was our usual reading spot to read only for me to get
there and Debbie was not there so I called her phone to know what was happening
only for her friend Jennifer to pick up the call and told me that Debbie was
with them in law that she was not feeling fine. Jenny told me to rush down
quickly to accompany them rush Debbie to the school health Centre, so I rushed
down to law immediately only for me to discover that they were just playing
pranks on me. Debbie was ok, but her friends only wanted to see me and to know
if I love Debbie the way she love me through my response to the prank.
Winning Debbie over was easy because the chemistry was already strong
and her friends have already given their approval about me. Our love was strong
and enviable. We were the type that knew the exact time to read, the time to go
out, and even the time to sit down in love gutter at night with other lovers.
By 200level my uncle returned from Cyprus and told my mum to inform me
that I was going to Cyprus with him to study, meaning I had to quit uniben for
the journey to Cyprus. I related the issue with Debbie and he gave me more than
enough reasons why I should stay back in uniben. After deep thought I finally
decided to stay back because I was enjoying my school and my relationship. So
my uncle ended up taking my younger brother with him to Cyprus.
My happy life faded away when Debbie represented uniben in a game in
Germany. Oh, I didn’t mentioned she was an athlete too. A very good one, she
performed well at the competition so she was given a scholarship to study in
Germany. I was not aware of this scholarship but she only told me about the
other prices we received. Latter on she told me she was travelling home to help
her sick mom with some domestic works so she was out of school for some time.
By the time she came back to school everything was still great, we spent many
weekends together and the sex was great too.
During our 300level first semester break I received a call from an
international call and guess what it was from Germany and the caller was
Debbie. She called to tell me that we won’t be seeing each other for a very
long time that she was in Germany, she also said that the relationship will not
work that we should call it quit. Everything ended like that at the time when everything
was cool and the dance was perfect.
After receiving this bad news my whole world stop and I could not do
anything for myself, and the trauma that she left me and the pain that she
convinced me not to go to Cyprus got me depressed so I had to put an end to
everything. As a science student I knew the right place to get the most
sensitive veins. I slit myself with a blade and I was lying in my bed so I can
calmly bleed and die, only for my friend from fellowship came to call me for a
blast. After knocking for sometimes he went round to my window and he saw me
lying down bleeding. So the broke into my room to rescue me.
Now I have come to realize relationship and love are just a game of lies
and deception, because if what we had was real how could she be that mean to
me? Each time I remember what have done I look at myself with shame, but now I
know better and have got a lot to live for.
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